Father’s Day 2005
~RLS
And so as I stood above the gravestone under which my Father lies, and I began to cry as I placed the live beautiful flowers in the flower container above the crypt.
Over six years ago his living human form ceased to exist, but yet the emotion of his living still remains within me.

Deep emotions in the prefrontal cortex of my mind are brought into sight on days like this.
Memories of past times become real as my thoughts almost playfully visit numerous past events that were shared with my Father.

But my happy memories soon began to fade as I became more cognizant of my surroundings, and my conscious mind quickly overruled my subconscious mind, once again making me aware of where I was.

But at least for a moment, things were like they once were, and the feelings of love and a shared existence left a new memory from today in my mind.

This new memory will help to fill the void created when my Father’s human existence became transformed into another existence.

And although I don’t know what this new existence is, I believe it is the strings that are inside all atoms that are carried on to this new place…the strings, which are God.

But I can see my father whenever I want, all I have to do is look into a mirror and know that he and my mother both exist in me.

So although he is not visible to me in space, he will always be visible to me deep within my eyes.